从浅到深——射手座

大家好....

不知道能不能用英语发....谢谢了，我就用英语吧。

Hello....I'm Alicia.

Have you ever had a Saggitarius friend before？ If you have, you'd most certainly know some obvious traits about them.

They're very outgoing, friendly, likes to joke around, and is always laughing or smiling.

But if they're at the back of a crowd, they're actually very, very quiet.

Take me for example.

I'm a very typical Saggitarius, I guess. To others, I smile and giggle a lot, I like pranking boys, I enjoy running,  I have plenty of friends, and I speak out. A lot. I tend to be the loud one, the one that people either think are annoying or like because of my so-called naive and innocent personalitly.

But actually, I'm none of that.

Inside, I hate talking. I prefer reading instead. I'm pretty depressed, I self-harm pretty often, and I don't like meeting new people at all.

But I care deeply about the people I AM friends with. I love to see them smile, so I smile and laugh to make them do the same. 

So....just because we smile, doesn't mean we're really happy.

Please stop. We can't comfort you, or look happy just for you. 

We have feelings too, you know. We just don't show them.

We look happy for you, but it doesn't happen all the time. We also have our down-days, just like you.

So accept that we're also human, other people. We're just as lonely, anxious and depressed as the rest of humanity, some of us more than others.

Especially me, I guess. I'm pretty sadistic. Heh.

So....

Thanks for listening.

好啦....

emmm，我好像不是很擅长结尾，请老师多多指教～

Annabeth

So....hi. Annabeth here. 

That was the truth. I'm asking for help.

Nobody cares anymore. Not even my parents and friends.

I'm just someone that they can be mean to once in a while. It doesn't matter whether I exist or not.

So this is crazy. I'm pretty depressed, I haven't been diagnosed with Depression because nobody bothered to take me to the doctor's. 

Heh. None of them care.

This has been happening for ten years. Now I'm close to snapping.

Please help.

Thanks. 

Yours, Annabeth. aka Alicia